yayy kel is super funny and he is un-grouching me.

so im gonna get a throphy designed by him cos i have a life. HAHA.

agh, just woke up.

fucking grouchy.

just got home from church. and lunch.

and ive been up since fucking 6pm! last night!!!!

so went to town.. wanted to go to sonicfest but got to ps a lil too late. so ended up going to lido for dinner. and then starbucks for coffee. the talk about boobs between jer, sera and i was quite funny.

went to liquidroom with christina, aiwei and cat. yuck got this very disgusting ang moh guy that kept trying to touch the ass of this other ang moh girl that he didnt know. and then there was this veryvery drunk girl who was dancing with this guy who just picked her up. they were literally HUMPING away lah. they werent even dancing. more like humphumphumping. super funny. bah kut teh after that!

got home, decided to watch butterfly. ahhh yes the lesbian movie. fucking 3 hours lah. i thought like perhaps only an hour or so. but yah quite an interesting show. the ex gay nun is so cute!! quite andro femme.

so after the show, decided to go to church since it was already 8plus..

and now, im still debating with my inner self whether or not i should take a long nap.

just got up about an hour ago.

damn how am i supposed to wake up for church tmr? growls!

just got home!

quite a good friday!

went to town after work to meet cat.. and then went to geylang lorong 33 to meet kel and derrick for yummy claypot rice! actually not very yummy. more like yummy tofu! and then jael came too. and we were allll supposed to go to zouk. but in the end, only i went. cos... never mind long story.

many were at zouk tonight.. was doing a "inter-club hopping" thingy. ooo the biggest surprise was seeing kel at zouk, and then meeting him outside at winebar to have drinks with lasalle lecturers. (??!!!) haha. :D miss going out with my cousin and the rest. the whole "yayy i feel like a lil girl" thingy. haha. when i told kel what ive been up to lately, he did the ultimate danny/melvin thing. smacks my head and go.. daph you ah.. haha.

hahaha and i have something very proud to announce!!

i drank 2 flaming lambo and i didnt get drunk!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahhaa. and im fucking proud of myself.. lalalala~

and cat and kelly came back to zouk to look for me. and we were all quite high and we started talking nonsense. haha.

supper with sera. super full........

fan-fucking-tastic.

bed time! :) wassup tonight??

im at work now. lunch time. just realised how broke i am till the 15th when i went to the atm to withdraw some money. i need quick cash. suggestions? come come i wanna sell my stuff. ive got a panasonic fx 1 to sell and i will sell it to you for $400 if you give me money now. i will even throw in my 256 sd card although i bought everything for $700. okay maybe i might even sell it at $350. only if you're a nice buyer. and ive got shoes to sell too. im a size 39. so if you're a size 39 and you like my shoes, email me. hahaha. damn this is how bored i am.

im gonna slp now! ta!

i woke up this morning at 630 cos of some stupid bad dream. i think it must be the 9pm show i watched on channel 8 last night. i dreamt that my good friend commited suicide. fucking scary. and apparently she commited suicide in the morning or sth. agh. dont like such dreams.

good morning its a friday and we're going to geylang for dinner!
my mom is so cute.

3 girls go to geylang? you all looking for trouble is it?
no lah got one guy. what trouble, having dinner leh mommy. not working.
you better dress decently. whatever top you wearing better wear a tube inside.

cheryl, so so so sorry i forgot your birthday! :( im quite bad with dates. heh. and sugardaddy, i know how it feels like.. hmm. i get your drift when you expect too much on your birthday. anyway.. yes dinner soon ok? :) -hugs- happy belated! and belle my part time girlfriend, i hear you've been down? come on lah.. cheer up! :)

ahhhh the casio EX-S500 is fucking gorgeous!!!!!!! im so bloody tempted to get it with my pay cheque thats coming in on the 15th. my only reason for getting it, its wayy smaller than my panasonic FX1, meaning this can fit into my handbag but my panasonic is bulky. :( but then again i have a camera phone. so why do i need a camera on the go? i just want a small camera thats all. and please please remind me that $700 can buy me a pair (maybe 2!!) of marc jacobs. so................. no no no daphne, who needs 2 digital cameras? right? right? right???? agh fucking tempting. and i can whine about this forever.

see thats the door to the office, (of cos theres a main door inside) thats just the door to the balcony area. we have seats and tables outside. and just outside, is the view you see below. laupasat is just a road away. i have subway, hans, spinellis, yakun, guardian just downstairs! only bad thing? i get lost all the time!

this is what i see if im sitting on the ledge. but the people at the office dont really like it. they said something like its damn dangerous. ???!!!!

tash said.. "everybody do monkey face okay?" kaii baby is sooo cheeky. yesterday she was a naughty girl in the afternoon. so when her mom (my sis) came home.. she got a scolding and her hand was supposed to be smacked with the ruler. she refused to give my sis her hand. so my sis said.. "lee ann, you either give me your hand or you go out of the house to stand." kai didnt even say anything, she just walked straight out and stood at the gate.

i told kai, "baby lets take a picture." she says.. "we close our eyes okie?"

everyday at 9am, 10.30am, 12.30pm, 1.30pm, 2,30pm, 5pm... everyone somehow contributes to the bin.

i knew it! ive always thought he was gay since like 2 years ago!

whoa not bad.. 2 years ago my gaydar so accurate.

and yah i think you're gay too. you're so fucking gay its so fucking attractive.

o4.o6

gosh that totally made me smile! i was smiling like a total idiot while i was on the phone. ooo wheee! :)

numbero fourteen.

jer and i are people with no life.
for the second day in a row, we're home straight after work.

cos we either call/msg each other too late.
growls!!

i need to trim my fringe. cannot wait! :D

i wonder how the hell did i ever tolerate working there for fucking 9 months. simon is still the nicest. always will be. :) my favourite guy at work. maybe cos he's hainanese too. so sometimes he always scold me in hainanese. talk to me and all that. nicest person at work. the most real one i would say.

my mom cooked very yummy fish curry for dinner. now i feel as though i weigh 3987598 kg.

everyone's celebrating their birthday tonight.
kelvin is going to zouk tonight.
nana is going to tohyi tonight.
chris is going to momo tonight.

and im staying at home.

ahhh gonna slp!

what a lovely wednesday morning surprise.

i think i do fancy you quite abit.

i am gonna come home straight after work today.
i am not gonna go out.
i am not gonna go out.

perhaps only if you ask me out.
hahahhaha

*takes photo of the 3 of us*

eyy nice leh. send through bluetooth leh.
no cannot.. i passed boss the bluetooth already.
no no.. send the picture through bluetooth.
no cannot.. my phone got no more bluetooth. i passed it to boss already.
.......... your phone is bluetooth enabled..... dont need the headset to work doode.

i have the sweetest mom in the entire world! so the next time i start bitching about my mom, like how she likes to fold my shirts and not hang them.. how she nags at me all the time to pack my room. please do remind me to read this entry.

so anyway. yesterday was the first time i came home straight after work myself. (other than my sis picking me up) so i took 75 home and it took me more and an hour and a half! when i got home all i did was whine to my mom for prolly half an hour about how long the journey is. and how i dont know where the 700 bus stop is.

so today, my mom called me while i was working.. to tell me that shes on my way to my work place. to help me look for the bus stop so that in future if i ever go home straight after work, i dont need to take 75 anymore if she finds the 700 bus stop. so yah she found it and she called me to explain to me how do i get there from oglivy centre. and she came down all the way just for that. to meet me after i finish work and take a bus home with me. but i was meeting sera and jer in holland. so we ended up taking 970 to holland. then my mom went home. gosh. shes damn nice.. wa wa wa. :) i have the nicest mom.

okay im gonna buy her a nicenice gift for her when i get my pay. and my sister too. and perhaps my eldest bro. and oh yah maybe danny. and yah perhaps my dad. oh yes and the girls. oh yah and the maid. oh yah and my bro in law. =/

dinner was damn funny. jer sera and i were talking about.... ah well. hahaha. yayy green room!

gonna slp! its a happpppy tuesday! :D

Em and I walked past the Central park reservior and she's like "that's where Carrie and Charlotte jogged!" I hate to break it to her that they are just ficticious TV characters...

ultimate bimbo.

okay happy already cos replied already. :)

i get damn paranoid when im in the movies or on the bus.. and the person behind me kicks my seat. aghh. worst still when im trying to sleep.

next week is tasha's primary one registration!! she is going to CHIJ bukit timah. so that means shes gonna be an IJ girl. mmm. but quite cool cos her school is only a 2 mins drive away from her place.

i want to cut my hair short
then i can buy the nice smelling hair wax
but i want to keep my hair long

ah crap its bed time

im talking to junia buddy now.
we're both depressed souls. and we're gonna update each other on our lives cos we havent met in ages.

im gonna meet sera soon.
we're both gonna de-depress together.
we can mope around and bask in each other's sadness.
revel in it, swallow each other's cancer.
then maybe we'll feel better

wa wa wa wa!! :(

im feeling down. :(

why isnt the bottle of baileys at home. its still at my sister's place. agh..

i think i havent cried for quite awhile.

wails.

i cannot wait for august to come!!!

9th aug - DITZYS AT THE NATIONAL DAY PARADE!!!!!
10th aug - CORRINE MAY CONCERT WITH THE ROCKEEE!!!
15th aug - GETTING MY PAY!! HAHAHA...
9th oct - my bro is coming back from new-fucking-york. SO??!!

if you dont even reply my emails, why should i bother whether or not you're coming back? because i can already predict that in the 2 weeks that you're back here in spore, you will barely spend 2 days with us. yet you probably think the few hours you're gonna spend with us over family dinner is gonna make up for you leaving for almost 2 freaking years! clever!

no matter what, just buy singapore cigs. no matter how cheap the msia cigs seem.... just buy singapore cigs. cos the msia one sucks big time. i threw away the entire pack this morning. it was that disgusting.

have you ever felt like seeing someone you dont really know? i really dont know how to explain the way im feeling now. =/

my fringe is starting to get in the way.
i reckon its time for a trim. :))) ooo whee!

im feeling damn irritated now.
dont ask me why. cos i dont know either.

ive got a sudden urge to cut my hair realllly short.

i miss the girls. sigh.
with me not going over so often, soon enough the girls will both grow up. and i wouldnt even be there..

im damn pissed with my mom cos whenever she washes my clothes, instead of hanging those tops thats supposed to be in the other wardrobe, she folds them because she says that all my tops are casual tops and they dont require hanging.

then like that my bloody four door wardrobe do all shelves lah. why allow space for things to be hung?

and i hate searching for my clothes at the bloody shelf cos its freaking messy. AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

im just being super childish about this.
fuck.

but still.. my clothes. dammit.

AGH FUCK FINE. DONT REPLY ME.....

DONT REPLY MY EMAILS. AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

WAIT LEMME GO CRY.

great.

i just woke up.

now how the hell am i supposed to get up at 7am tomorrow??!!!

ahh fuck why did i have to take the stupid afternoon nap yesterday..........

ahhhh we should have just went to liquidroom today. then i will get high. and when im high, i will sleep.

dammit.

AGH FUCK IM STILL FUCKING AWAKEEEE.

I CAN ALREADY PREDICT A SLEEPY MONDAY AT WORK.

DAMN.

hot stuff.. :D

so after waking up around 2pm.. i ate a chicken wing. and went back to sleep till about 5ish.

ooo im so happy today. :) grin. i saw miss.biker.. WHOOSH! hahah. as i was telling cat, its always the bike. ha ha ha. aiyah or maybe its just the name. HA!

caught sincity. oh yes i know irs r(A) but ah well the lady didnt check so i guess its not my fault. ive come to realise that every single time i watch a r(A) movie, its always with cat. ha ha. anyway yeaa sincity is good stuff.

so at 3am, i received a sms from sera. yes THE sms. the one that made me go "oh fuckk i should have just went out." only thing is i read it at 8am. after my shower.

so i slept at 2am. got up at 7.30am cos it was raining. thought it was a working day.. rushed while showering. came out. realised my bro's room door still closed though it was already 7.45am. then i realised.. oh fuck its a saturday. so i blew dry my hair and went back to sleep.

CNY 2003..

another redlipped baby.

awww.

chubbybaby kai!

danny and tash.. back in err 2003?

super cheeky..

hahahha yes yes so they said i looked like a boy.

chubby tash. hahaha. and no, thats not lipstick on her lips. its natural.

tash when she was about 3ish? kinda forgot.. but she was in the whole "kiss face" thingy that period.

we've not seen each other for 7 years before this!

spot the mistake(s).... scottS road. not scott road. far eaSt plaza. not far eat plaza. they were giving away this outside the nana eating place in fareast. sera, amelia and i couldnt stop laughing.

the latest nokia phone. 3g. 20gb internal memory. 262 color screen. 3 megapixel camera. unlimited video. mp3 player. radio and tv.

ah fuck i so wanna go out now though im sleepy.

ahh yes home on a friday night.
cos i slept at 5am this morning and got up 2 hours later for work.

did some card thingy with liting. the first try is super true. damn scary....... the rest.. HAHA.. ah well..

friday nights with eve and ms low! though we were all super sleepy.

ahhhhhh. feeling super hungry.
and i would really like a bowl of mushroom soup now.
and yes prata! and milo!

was on msn with chuifang jiejie this morning. wahh major bitching session. we're lethal!

Rhythm & Booze
PARTY at COCO LATTE
on
8th August (Monday night, National Day Eve)
RnB all night.
$15 per ticket. Standard for guys and girls. Ticket includes 1 free drink.
Stella Artois and Housepours 1 for 1 from 10pm - 12midnight.
Sex on the Beach, Kamikaze & Lust shooters @ $40 per shaker.
Sounds good? Start contacting Rae. Now.
runningincircles.again@gmail.com

so i finally fell asleep at about 12.. woke up about 2 hours ago. and now im still feeling sleepy.

but i cannot sleep yet because my room is in a hugeee mess.

feeling sleepy. but damn awake. cant sleep.

am i making sense? AHHH STUPID KOPI O!!!

i fried an egg just now.
then it turned from yellow to black. sigh.

im so awakeeee. just cleared about 1/8 of my wardrobe. threw away bags of stuff. i need to get rid of the shoe boxes under my table. i dont like seeing them there. now that i want to totally revamp my room, ive decided on the "clean" look this time around. lets just pray that i can find more space in the store room for my shoes later on.

ive also realised how true my mom is whenever she screams at me for having too many things in the room. it is indeed an eyesore. i will start throwing away things later.

anyone who collects TY babies? ive got a huge ikea bag full of them. my bro used to get them for me cos apparently its cheaper overseas if you buy in bulk.. i dont mind selling them.. say $5 each?

found all my photo albums. read, sec 1-now. HAHAHA. damn funny... and i seriously seriously must start losing weight. was looking through the photos and damn i was quite thin. but now im this fat lump walking around. sigh. :( took some pictures with my phone since i dont have a scanner to scan the pictures in. got lovely ones of tash. its amazing to look at those pictures and think of her now. shes going to primary one already next year!

i was so bored just now, i started counting the number of people who have stayed over at my place.

jesse, beks, eve, cain, amy, ping, min, junia, christina hoh, christina won, nana, jen, colin, bev, huang...... and those who have visited me at my place before................... no more daphne's messy room! im gonna not go to work today.......... just to clear my room. yes. and im thinking of painting one wall purple. ive read somewhere that painting a wall purple will make people sleep better. or something along the lines of it. most probably will paint the wall with the wall light. and im gonna start filling my room with photos! currently i only have a framed picture of eve, hazel and i. the rest of the photos are hidden in the wardrobe. maybe i might even get a spice girls poster. HAHA okay im kidding.

im still damn hungry.
but i dont feel like eating.
am i making sense?

shit lah 24 hours never slp alr. ccb.

since i bought it yesterday, ive probably listened to it about 8 times? still as fantastic as ever. spice girls!!! and yes its freaking 7am and im still awake. feeling fucking sleepy cos its been 24 hours but the fucking coffee is keeping me awake..

i think im suffering from insomnia.
check out the freaking time. and im still damn awake. okay so i am feeling sleepy. but i cant fucking sleep! damn. and to think this week, i actually went to bed at like freaking 9.30 on monday night.

i have damn weird sleeping hours.

agh. not going to work later.
gonna report sick. blaming it on cramps.

anyway i really got cramps. so im not really lying.

im really hungry. the last proper meal i ate was err.. at about 9am yesterday. nasilemak for breakfast. i slept during lunch. and didnt have dinner. unless you count err half of a large gelare's waffles? and yah 3 cups of coffee

OHHHHHH!!!!!!! NOW I KNOW WHY I CANNOT SLEEP ALREADY!!!!!!!!! DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUST BE THE COFFEE!!!!!

so i met amelia last night for dinner right. and she reminded me that when we were in primary 5.. the spice gang.. (angeline, jacqueline, amelia and i) got caught for selling/exchanging spice cards and our parents had to be called down to school.

i still dont remember a single thing about it at all!! :( i thought i was a saint in primary school and my parents were never called to school??!!!

ditzys reloaded in holland just now. :)

AGHHH.

fucking cramps.

so i listened to the SPICE album for about 5 times before i went to sleep last night. and no sera, i wont send you the songs cos im against piracy! (only for the spice girls)

i slept at 2.30am.. tried to finish up my book. damn interesting. very "common" storyline though. husband cheats on wife with best friend. yadayada. ive been at it for the past 2 days. i must finish it by today!

went to gramophone, saw my spice album. (the one that i have at home. but only the cover and not the cd. lost it.) bought it. wanted to borrow it from amelia to burn. but decided that i must continue supporting the spice girls. so no piracy. :D

met up with amelia (yes my pri sch best friend!) and sera for dinner. quite funny.

on the cover of teenvouge, reads KILLER TAN..
sera: "who is killer TAN?" (surename tan!!)
daph & amel: "tan??? TANNNN lah!!!!!!"

laughs.

so i bought a pair of adidas trainers for only $34 :) superduperdiscount. but the other day, the sole came out. a little bit. so my mom went to repair the trainers for me. for freaking $30........... and my gucci handphone strap died on me. so i sent it back to gucci. i bought it for $90. repaired for $15.. ccb.

oh yuck im so disgusted i can step on you. puke on you. spit on you. agh.

fucker.

im gonna go to bed now, cos im gonna attempt to wake up early for a jog tomorrow morning.

fucking sleepy sial

so i slept at around 11ish last night. woke up at 2plus. wanted to go for a jog but didnt dare to go down on my own. so i got up, watched a little bit of tv, had a fag and went back to sleep. and then i got up at 6plus again. wanted to go for a jog. but the skies looked quite dark. so i chickened out again.. im such a wuss.

ahhh tuesday and wednesday.. cannot wait.. yipeeee.

im damn pissed, no reply from the email. fuck.

i cannot wait for tomorrow and wednesday!!! :D

ah fuck.

online but never reply.

ccb.

i feel so fat. today i ate manymany chicken wings.

alleybar, momo. yes momo again. cos cat wanted to check it out.. we saw a catfight at the baggage counter. between two drunk friends. *ahlians. quite funny.

i didnt get to hear my darkbeat song. :(

you're such a fucking superficial bitch. yuck the thought of you makes me wanna puke. you're almost on the same level as men. slut. you lie about your entire family, and everything else. just for fame. you think with your clit, not your brains. yuck.

yayyy i just saw my brother online. yipeee!!

after momo, before este. after some brandy, before more martell.

hello 2become1. i havent seen you in ages till yesterday, great to see you. :D take care of yourself. love you.. if he bullies you tell us! we will kill him and chop off his feet for u!

in the momommomomomo toilet, jina............ i want the photo leh.... :D hahahaha. send to me.. the toilet photo.......... hahahahha.

more momo.

mo mo mo mo mo.

the st margs girls at momomomomo. momomomo.

last night, at momo i heard my favourite darkbeatdrum song.. :D

MBA. married but available. what the fuck.

yuck.............. fuck you. no not literally. fuck off. yuck.......

okay just got up. no hangover! yay. martell is good for your body. everyone should start drinking martell.

wassup today..

ahhh great. i just came home. and ive been up for the past 24 fucking hours. almost 25..

guess where did i come from. borders!!!!! for the harrypotter book launch. hahahhahaha. yes go ahead and laugh. i went there to accompany sera.

after going to holland, chinablack, zouk, momo and estebar that is.

so it was a mini stmargs gathering. chinablack for the catching up with wai. yes denise wai and i. chaos. hahaha. :D and then zouk and momo with denise, christina and esther. and then estebar with elin and denise.

fuck why were we given so many cups of fucking brandy today... do you feel like brandy already. hahhaa its the first time ive seen denise elin and i high at the same time. talking rubbish and all.

i went to borders still quite high. and i think i said a whole lot of nonsense to sera hahha.

i still think you're damn cute..... but................ im straight. hahaha. and............ ive never felt so disgusted with men. till today.

whats this with married men?

from what i see, they get married just to get PR status in some country. or they get married, have babies and then fuck around.

yuck im filled with disgust for men.

married?!

fuck you.

great. oh fuck. fuck... i need time to digest this.

ccb.

last tuesday, my brother called my sister to send her his love. but she was in a meeting so all he left was a voicemail.

earlier on today, my brother called my mom to send her his love too. they talked for quite awhile and apparently he's coming back on the 9th october. (rolling my eyes) as if lah lets see how true.

but last year on new years eve, he didnt call me to wish me happy birthday. he did for the last 17 years. except last year. :( :(

and i wanna go to the butch hunt!! but im feeling so lazy at home......

i would really like a bottle of sourplum juice right now. chilled please. 7-11 has. about $2. you want to buy for me?

agh fuck.

i just puked. subwaycookies+water. YUCK. agh ccb.

now i reallyreally want some sourplum.

i think im pregnant.

im kidding. really.

for the first time in weeks, im gonna go home straight after work later. no i am not stopping by holland for coffee. or have a short dinner at laupasat.

yes i will be going home straight after work cos i want to go to bed by 10pm.

yes i will be going home straight even if you ask me out. hmmm okay only if its you. haha.

happy birthday mommy. thanks for loving me even though i treat the house as a hotel.

my favourite girls and i. :D kai is on this "i will pretend to look at the camera then i will look away" thingy. its damn irritating! haha. tash is still as always, ever ready for the camera.

the ABCs of living life.

Air con (this is really outta point)
Beer
Cigs.

im so full i can burst anytime. had an early family dinner to celebrate my mom's birthday. actually not really called a family dinner cos my dad wasnt invited. and my brother is in newfuckingyork. (and yes i am still fucking sore that my email is still left unreplied.)

this doode.. my neighbour whos married to an ex stewardess messaged me on myspace.com .. he has 2 very lovely daughters. one of them is around kyra's age.. very cute. guess what i saw on his profile? "single".."looking for r/s. activity partners" tell me why am i not surprised? at all.

im so cynical about men that it amazes me that i am not a lesbian (yet).

this sounds super off.

but God really provides.

its almost mid month. and my pay only comes in on the 15th. so usually by now i will be damn broke.

actually now i already am damn broke. i dont have a single cent in my wallet, and i only have $1.02 in my card. and i finished my last pack of cigs yesterday!

so this morning, when i woke up.. my mom packed lunch for me. so nice of her though shes pissed with me. and then at work today, my friend gave me a pack of cigs. fucking 19 sticks left cos apparently she did some filming yesterday and she was required to smoke in one of the scene. and so yah she gave me the pack of cigs. hahaha. gosh God really provides.

family dinner tonight.
jael, eve and jimmy. must you all ask me out tonight? of all nights.

dinner at michelangelo's with my partnerincrime was good. :D catching up and all. felt like i havent seen her in ages.

AGHHHH!!!!!!!! i lost my gold D ring.

yes one of the four essentials that i wear daily.....

and that ring was my sister's 18th birthday gift from my mom. or was it her 21st? whichever. bottomline here being, the ring doesnt belong to me and i really really like it alot. and im not wearing it now... its lost!!!!!

im wearing four freaking layers and im still fucking cold.

you can come and i dont care. you can come and i dont care. you can come and i dont care. hahaha.

one of these nights, im not gonna go online at night. so that i wont have senseless msn conversations. talking about godknowswhat. conference chats and webcam sessions. ha ha ha.

im so sleepy. slept at 3am and woke up at 7am. sera i think we should block each other on msn. otherwise we will never get enough rest.

yesterday my rockee and min saw myultimateeyecandy. they were both so mean.. ahhh i still think shes all that. HAHA. okay fine. whats new im blind what but im wearing a pair of guccis. HAHAH.

yayy cannot wait for corrine may's concert. :D and we're going to JB this saturday to eateateat. i pray kinemat will NOT have any events this weekend..

august 10th! i cannot wait. :D and i cant wait for this coming weekend too! JB!!!

today was the rainy sleepy sunday outing. only people with 2 older brothers are allowed. :D cos the 3 of us all had 2 older brothers. heh..

so right, its all the family thing. so so right.

just got back! at my rockee's place now! heh.. sleeping over tonight.

so i skipped work, went to town to window shop with min. then met denise for dinner, and then went to winebar with min and the guys. becos winebar was too crowded and there wasnt a table for the 9 of us, we went over to soundbar. yayy got there just before 1for1 ended.

then went down to elevation280 to meet sera and the rest. haha quite cool didnt have to pay to get in. yay to passes. saw alot of gorgeous people there. gosh... and it was fucking good. the music and the crowd and the whole vibe thingy.

went back to soundbar again and now im here at telokblangah.

im gonna get up for church tomorrow.

just got back. wow been awake for the past 24 hours!

town-ed with jesse, seraphina and jerlyn. hahaaa. we laughed till our cheeks hurt and tears were rolling down. the osawong, osama. imposter, in hostel. tentativeninethirty. tentativelyninethirty. primary&secondary school stories. (nicky......... thanks for reminding me about the major yam catching abbey, juliet and i on the floor with my zip down.......................... i really didnt remember a single thing about it till you mentioned it. =x) then nicky, aiwei and dom came and we all went to dxo.

oh went to look for my cousin at toni&guy just now in the evening. talking to melvin will always make me feel better. though i know he really wanted to smack my head.

i wanna go trim my hair soon. :D :D :D what a name.

trance and techno was amazingly not bad. :) LaDiDa is so hot. shes hothothot. gosh. we were practically looking at her on the screen all the time.

then went to plazasing for fries, and then rivervalley for supper again!

bitched, laughed. and yadayadayada.

saw my ex classmate dessi. so i called her.. and when she realised that i was calling her, she shouted "BITCH" so fucking loudly i wanted to hide myself in a hole. haha. but it was great seeing her. been about a year plus i guess?

elevation, are you going.

dxo is so nice!!!!!!!

wahlao pure sabo is it?

i had 2 calls in a row.... from roy and beks just to tell me that they're at oglivy now but both thought i finish work at 5... wa wa wah. i wanna leave work now. haha.

im having hiccups. hic hic hic.

i fell asleep at work so many times today. 4 times. before work, during the 2 15 mins break, and during my lunch break. ahh sleep is bliss.

great. so i slept at 5am. and now im up!

:D had a great conversation last night on the phone. secrets were shared, views were made, stands were made and... hahaha. secrets!

you know the mambo song that goes a ri ki ki ki a ri ki ki.. i heard it today and i thought of my friend and the funny action she did when she heard that song on my player. and i couldnt stop smiling like an idiot to myself on the bus while i was on my way home. ri ki ki ki a ri ki ki

holland, for the third night. this time around with denise, roy, james and allan. today i ran twice. the first time was when i saw miss low on her bike.. so i chased her and shouted "miss low!" haha. quite funny. and i have to be quite stupid. i had just lighted a cig. and i went running with my cig. very clever daphne.

melvin korkor and belle jiejie were walking along the path.. from the side of walas where you walk to get to the carpark.. mel was telling belle why they have the barriers and all cos of the bombing shit.. so i ran and jumped on mel kor and belle jumped! she almost cried cos she thought there was some bomb attack. cos he jumped. hahaha. ok shit im not making sense.

i was smiling to my phone like an idiot in the evening while i was on my way to holland too. cos sera sends the funniest smses. as in we were just catching up and all. and yah shes damn funny. im still laughing at her sms-es now at home cos apparently shes quite high from velvetoverdose. :)

come my lady come come my lady you're my butterfly sugar baby. HAHAHA.

hawker center. hooker center? hahahha fuck you.

everyones at zouk tonight. or rather people that dont usually go are all going tonight. why tonight! why why why!

the world is damn small. or rather singapore is. everyone knows everyone.

i found my ring!!!!!!

yesterday was my sister's birthday.
i think she looks amazing for her age. hahaha.

im gonna die from a lack of sleep soon!

went to denise's house for dinner, holland.. and then roy came. talk cock sing song play mahjong.

tomorrow's a long day, im getting a blowjob.

i mean like hair treatment, wash and blow.

im superduper upset.

i lost my gucci ring. yes the one that i bought on 31st dec 2003. the one that ive been wearing on my middle finger since then. yah that gucci ring. my favourte ring. and yes its the ring that ive almost lost 31518 times. but now.... its gone forever.... :(

the thing is, i dont even remember whether i was wearing it when i got home yesterday. but i remember wearing it out.

agh. my ring. somehow i got quite attached to it. damn.

im squinting my eyes now while blogging. cos im not wearing my specs. cos i just put some strawberry facial mask. it smells so yummy i wanna lick my own face.

holland for dinner.
"what kinda guys and girls you like? aye no no no.. lets not talk about men. lets talk about girls.. what kind of girls do you like?" HAHAH.. and no, i wasnt the one who was asking someone the question okay. i was being asked. i couldnt stop laughing after hearing it.

i dont like thought provoking questions.(no the thought provoking question is NOT the what kinda girls do i like question) bah. i dont like thought provoking facts either. :(

i am on a lose weight campaign. lester called me a fatty yesterday. i am going to lose weight..... i am not going to eat dinner, but only lunch. or maybe i wont eat lunch, but only dinner.... hmmmm. gonna check it out online later. or perhaps i will go on the no carbo diet. i will lose weight till i can fit into my levis jeans. yah the one that i bought when i was in sec 3. the super low one without the waistband. HAHA i still remember i was a 24. hahahha. fuck but if i can fit into that, all my other jeans how?

Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an indication
It was hard to find

i met denise and elin in town.. we shopped around.. sat down and drank coffee many many times.

then i did the bungy thingy at clarkequay with the ditzys!!!!!! SCREAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahhaa. the video is SUPER funny. beks has a copy of it so if you need a laugh. or you want to hear us singing. or if you want to hear "fuck. fuck. fuck."... ask her for it. hahahah.

I've been watching your world from afar,
I've been trying to be where you are,
And I've been secretly falling apart,
I'll see.
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me.

uoyssimi

my favourites.. for the month of july. hahahha.

some to think of it, he kinda looks like a girl i know..

how can anyone not think he's gorgeous?

i want to go to hongkong. why? cos i wanna take a picture with this poster. hahah. better still, i wanna yank it home. HAHA. okay im kidding.

they're seating on the AE86!! the modified one!

still the best! :D

shane!! L word would be nothing without her. haha. ahhh shes hothothot.

another saturday night movie plus bukittimah session!

work was quite funny today. i kept laughing.. colin is funny. so is jess. so is johnny. the nicenice promoters! :)

initial D is so nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so i was never a WHOA THAT CAR IS SO COOL! person.. but edison changed it all! he's how gorgeous.... hahaha.. edison edison. lalala. so i will totally fall in love with you if you drive a modified AE86. hahhaha.

takumi fujiwara (jay chou) looked damn cool driving. while everone was all hyped up. he still had his "fliming a mtv" face. and of cos the most gorgeous one in the show was RYOUSUKE TAKAHASHI!!!!!! (EDISON CHEN) although he lost to takumi in the end.. but thats not the point! shawn yue didnt look very good in the movie. perhaps cos most of the time edison chen was next to him so... haha.

after chicken rice, toufu and lime juice.. i feel like i can puke anytime now.

i went to bed around 4ish this morning. tossed and turned, renamed the files in my phone. read my messages, hugged tigger, tried to put the balnket over my head.

but i only fell asleep when i heard the buses downstairs.

thats how screwed up my body clock is now.

i think my sis knew that she will blow up if she meets me alone. so she got my cousin to come along. okay so she handled it quite well. i didnt cry. almost did but yah didnt.

went to railwaymall for coffee at liquidscafe.. then went to letsgetbooze further down. the waitress must have thought i was underaged or something. because when she was taking our orders, she said to me.. "the non-alcoholic drinks are at the back. we have juices and soft drinks." my sis and cousin laughed when i said.. "do you have magaritas?" haha. so anyway dont ever have the strawberry magarita the next time you go to letsgetbooze cos it sucks. tasted sth like strawberry iceblended. you cant even taste the alcohol lah. spoiler. so we saw this drunk gorgeous caucasian guy.. who tried to pick my sister up. he came over to borrow a light and started talking to us. ooo and he drives a very nice bmw 7 series. the funniest was after he got very cold answers from my sis.. he was standing nearby talking to some indian guy. and then i told my cousin.. "he looks like nick carter from the backstreet boys.. but he has a beer belly"... and my cousin went.. "yah and a hard on too." hahahahah so i looked over and... HAHAHA. damn funny.

hmmmm. i dont like the fact that i am 19. so many responsibilities. fuck.

jie, im sorry. jen jie, thank you.

great, only read the entry below if you're above 21. explicit contents.

call me gillette! says:
huh lampa
everybody's somebody's fool says:
lam pa i no have
everybody's somebody's fool says:
no have mdm
everybody's somebody's fool says:
how mdm
call me gillette! says:
i nono i firt time come here no underten
call me gillette! says:
my bot say i come work maid no maid be come tiken
call me gillette! says:
i want cry no cry my bot want beat me
everybody's somebody's fool says:
my sir ask me sux his dodo
everybody's somebody's fool says:
i say no sir u ask mdm but sir say mdm no do no do
everybody's somebody's fool says:
he pay me money i give him love
call me gillette! says:
my bot want me suk te te...
call me gillette! says:
i no want he fort me
everybody's somebody's fool says:
i cum spore work not to have lobe. i lobe blanghaa
call me gillette! says:
poot me mout on he bird
call me gillette! says:
i lob me boyfren
everybody's somebody's fool says:
eee ur sir bird big? i love blangha tat time the rubbish man let me see i scared like rocket
call me gillette! says:
boy fren tay i no good
call me gillette! says:
i wan to lum tng u
call me gillette! says:
i no lik man
call me gillette! says:
i wan too lob no bluff lob
everybody's somebody's fool says:
so u want to lub tng me?
call me gillette! says:
no lub tng
call me gillette! says:
lum tng
call me gillette! says:
lum tng is fuck
everybody's somebody's fool says:
u want to fark me. but my sir say u must gimme money. u gimme money then i gib some to my sir
everybody's somebody's fool says:
then u can lum tng me
call me gillette! says:
me no love u me love money
call me gillette! says:
me money face
everybody's somebody's fool says:
u pay me money
everybody's somebody's fool says:
i pay u money
everybody's somebody's fool says:
we meet
everybody's somebody's fool says:
we make merry
call me gillette! says:
make baby haha

hahahhaha i miss you lah fuck. can we come and meet. we will make each other come. so lets come and meet. ive seen you since we danced ballet in primary one. until now we big big big big girls. hahhaa.

Cuz everybody's somebody's fool
Everybody's somebody's plaything
And there are no exceptions to the ru-u-ule
Yes, everybody's somebody's fool

I told myself it's best that I forget you
Though I'm a fool at least I know the score
Yet darlin' I'd be twice as blue without you
It hurts but I'd come runnin' back for more

Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on

Still a little bit of your ghost, your weakness
Still a little bit of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
I can’t say what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love, taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

cannonball - damien rice

my dad just cooked me a plate of fried rice.
yes my dad. the one that i havent spoken to in months. yah. he just cooked dinner for me.

fuck everyone should stop being so nice to me cos im not worth it at all.

so last night, or rather this morning.. i finally decided to burn all my singles into my com. so now i have funky remixes for quite a couple of songs. yay. next up would be the albums. spice spice spice!!

okay so i gotta stay at home today. cos im meeting my sister around 9ish 10. shes gonna come pick my cousin (7th storey) and i up for drinks at railway mall. death death death. sob sob sob. boohooboohooboohoo. and yah i can go on forever being childish.

and tonight i might be exercising again. and wake up with painful calf muscles. haha.

i miss my brother and im damn pissed cos he hasnt replied my email. fuck october. fuck the promises to send us your picture. fuck those singles that you gave me before you left. i'd rather throw away the 40+ singles, throw away the clothes/bags and everything that you've given me. and have you back. tash just said the other day.. "aunty daph, when is uncle dan coming home? mommy says he is far far away. he took an aeroplane and went to newyork. i miss uncle dan.. last time he always carry me very very high. but now i think cannot cos i too heavy already." tash is such an angel. the girls are God sent.

m1 update:: no more student plan. stopped. and from tomorrow onwards, upgrading for m1 customers at promotional price, will now only apply to customers who have fulfilled 21 months of the current contract. no more 18 months. mms promo, 5 cents per mms from 9am-9pm continues till end of july.

ooo just got home!

i walked down 93 storeys in one night! im damn proud of myself. havent felt so wet in ages! and i mean perspiration! haha..

short coffee session in holland, followed by major exercise session in tam-pines.. haha. thank you mister carpark for the lil box of hope. :) i will shuffle them when i am down and pray that the saying will work for me.

the highlight of the night has to be acting as though i was suffering from a major tummyache on the PIE. and the competition to run down 14 storeys. managed to do that in 5 minutes!

gosh. 93 storeys! its even better than walking down from westin! hahah.. :D

tomorrow, or rather later is...... death day. sigh. meeting my sis.